I'm not excited. I leave again soon, for two and a half months. This is ridiculous, I know I should be thankful that I've had a relatively long in-port, but I really get bummed that I have to leave my wife sitting here in Oregon while I'm out doing who knows what wherever I am.
Chianne is the smartest, funnest, prettiest, most wonderful person I know, and I've barely had time to get to know her again after joining the Coast Guard. I can't wait till I get to be an AET, and stay home more often then being away. I don't really regret how that I joined, I just wish that it would have worked out, that I could see her more.
Chynee, I love you, I will always love you. I don't know how I am so lucky to have you, and I'm sorry I've taken you for granted so much. I love the thought that we get to grow old together, and that you said yes when I asked you to be my bride. You truly will always be the light in my eyes. Even when I act like an ass, it's not to hurt you. You are so amazing, and I think that you don't realize it. I love you more than I'll ever be able to put into words. XOXO
